life's funny,confusing and unpredictable...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

i dont understand it...

new year's eve never seemed so gloomy to me before...did so many fun things but nothing could keep my mind distracted after what life has hit rock bottom...

i just dont understand it...

why you out of all people act this way...

after trusting everything you said...

did i do something wrong or are you hiding something...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

next year...

Next Year,
Things are gonna change,
Gonna drink less beer
And start all over again
Gonna read more books
Gonna keep up with the news
Gonna learn how to cook
And spend less money on shoes
Pay my bills on time
File my mail away, everyday
Only drink the finest wine
And call my Gran every Sunday,
Well Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no...

Monday, December 28, 2009



Friday, December 18, 2009

asassin's creed 2..

3 word's


Thursday, December 17, 2009


went through some of the photo's that i took this year..found a lot of funny one's but i only took lazy to wait for the download..

this photo was on my birthday by non-other than one of our class photographers by derrick and tak kwin,he made the card and the background..i look weird because of the fact i needed to sneeze but wasn't allow to.. >.< hahahaha..

this photo was taken when we took our class photos that was funny because everyone plotted against me when our initial plan was to aruba ming feng.. =.= gah im so gullible..

When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
When I look back on my ordinary ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time. (Jamie Cullum Photograph)

i finally blogged..

hahaha..its been awhile since i've blogged..had someone to tell me to blog..hahaha..but dont mind it..

its been six months..alot has happened..spm is over..its a good thing,yet its bad thing..sure the big hurdle is over but school is over to.. =/

sad actually..never thought i'd grow up so fast..its funny..cause you thought you would never see the going to miss it all..

the waking up early in the morning,the scolding of all the teachers,the laughs,the events,everything..

hahaha got to find a job soon.. >.<

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

wondering whether everything is going ok...

the past few days has been a mess for me..
i don't know whether i'm being annoying or rather whether i'm disturbing everyone..
my revision is going ok but i can't seem to focus much..

You And I Both

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

malam bakat...

malam bakat went pretty well had its ups and it downs..the down side was being scolded by one of the teachers because i "wasn't" doing my job which i find it rather odd because i wasn't suppose to help in the 1st place..and p.a wasn't working well for the first 3 performances..other than that it was up and fun as usual..performed for the 1st time during malam bakat..madu 3 was a hit..everyone loved it..m.j's dance was cool..derrick's dance too..but when it was our turn i was so nervous because i felt so unprepared but thankfully someone was there to help calm my nerve's..did 2 performances..that and jai-ho..hahaha..havent upload the pictures currently..very lazy..took a few photos and ruined 1 photo by accident..cant believe i ruined that 1 moment..seldom take photos it is a big thing..gah..sorry..

Friday, June 12, 2009


holidays coming to an end SPM coming closer.. i feel so unprepared..i think about time to press my favorite panic button..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

yay its the holidays!!!

finally its the holidays..the exams were so stressing..i think im going to die..ahahahah..spm is so close already..have to hold my panic button already..

Friday, April 17, 2009

cousin's gathering 2009

nana hard at work..very adorable.. ^^

having a good laugh

all us cousin's just having fun

this photo was taken at 3 .a.m.

the cousins gathering this month was so cool and fun..we played alot of non-sense
till the early hours in the morning..hahaha..i became champion of was really fun..hope there is more in the future..