i dont understand it...

new year's eve never seemed so gloomy to me before...did so many fun things but nothing could keep my mind distracted after what happened...my life has hit rock bottom...

i just dont understand it...

why you out of all people act this way...

after trusting everything you said...

did i do something wrong or are you hiding something...

next year...

Next Year,
Things are gonna change,
Gonna drink less beer
And start all over again
Gonna read more books
Gonna keep up with the news
Gonna learn how to cook
And spend less money on shoes
Pay my bills on time
File my mail away, everyday
Only drink the finest wine
And call my Gran every Sunday,
Resolutions
Well Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no...

....

worst...

week...

ever...

asassin's creed 2..

3 word's

IT'S FREAKING AWESOME!!!!

photograph

went through some of the photo's that i took this year..found a lot of funny one's but i only took two..so lazy to wait for the download..

this photo was on my birthday by non-other than one of our class photographers by derrick and tak kwin,he made the card and the background..i look weird because of the fact i needed to sneeze but wasn't allow to.. >.< hahahaha..















this photo was taken when we took our class photos that day..it was funny because everyone plotted against me when our initial plan was to aruba ming feng.. =.= gah im so gullible..
















When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
When I look back on my ordinary ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time. (Jamie Cullum Photograph)

i finally blogged..

hahaha..its been awhile since i've blogged..had someone to tell me to blog..hahaha..but dont mind it..

its been six months..alot has happened..spm is over..its a good thing,yet its bad thing..sure the big hurdle is over but school is over to.. =/

sad actually..never thought i'd grow up so fast..its funny..cause you thought you would never see the day..im going to miss it all..

the waking up early in the morning,the scolding of all the teachers,the laughs,the events,everything..

hahaha got to find a job soon.. >.<

wondering whether everything is going ok...

the past few days has been a mess for me..
i don't know whether i'm being annoying or rather whether i'm disturbing everyone..
my revision is going ok but i can't seem to focus much..
damn stressing..

You And I Both

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

malam bakat...

malam bakat went pretty well yesterday..it had its ups and it downs..the down side was being scolded by one of the teachers because i "wasn't" doing my job which i find it rather odd because i wasn't suppose to help in the 1st place..and p.a wasn't working well for the first 3 performances..other than that it was up and fun as usual..performed for the 1st time during malam bakat..madu 3 was a hit..everyone loved it..m.j's dance was cool..derrick's dance too..but when it was our turn i was so nervous because i felt so unprepared but thankfully someone was there to help calm my nerve's..did 2 performances..that and jai-ho..hahaha..havent upload the pictures currently..very lazy..took a few photos and ruined 1 photo by accident..cant believe i ruined that 1 moment..seldom take photos together..so it is a big thing..gah..sorry..

AHAHAH!!!

holidays coming to an end already..sad..now SPM coming closer.. i feel so unprepared..i think about time to press my favorite panic button..

yay its the holidays!!!

finally its the holidays..the exams were so stressing..i think im going to die..ahahahah..spm is so close already..have to hold my panic button already..

cousin's gathering 2009

nana hard at work..very adorable.. ^^

having a good laugh

all us cousin's just having fun

this photo was taken at 3 .a.m.

the cousins gathering this month was so cool and fun..we played alot of non-sense till the early hours in the morning..hahaha..i became champion of ginrami..muahahaha..it was really fun..hope there is more in the future..

sorry...for making your life difficult....

sorry...i've been saying this again and again...but i keep repeating the same mistakes over and over...it seems that i just cant get it right for you...

4x4x4 rubik's cube...

ming fengs challange to me....
solve this cube...
i can and i will...
going to have a headache...

dango...

this is a dango..in Japanese this things are rice balls..i kind of found this round and cute ball in an anime called Clannad..bittersweet anime though..but ain't this round things cute..?

champions league next week...

champions league finally starts next week...i cant wait...i hope arsenal wins it this year...maybe i'm hoping too much...arsenal!!!! xD

my nose...

its been along time since i updated my blog.. something random i want to blog about since i'm bored..my nose..

its been like this since yesterday...
it also turned red a few times...
how much more annoying can it get...
i cant concentrate in anything i do...

aiyo stressing holidays...

5 days of holidays and im already stressed up...im feeling under the weather, got laporan to do, and homework coming out of my nose...i think i need something new to do to release stress other than playing d.o.t.a...ahahahahah.....

happy chinese new year...

happy Chinese new year to everyone and happy holidays...hello year of the ox...

world of warcraft (w.o.w) adverts...

world of warcraft or w.o.w which i like to call it is one of my favorite games of all time...it is weird,funny and very addictive at the same time...and their adverts tells you a bit about the game...and here is why...

ozzy osbourne


mr.t

so tired..merentas desa...g.g...

oh man,so tired...tomorrow merentas desa...10 km...oh...wish got more energy to spare...the day before everybody say want to practice today..so semangat...but come to school suddenly say 'you mad ah'...oh feel so cram...hope to survive tomorrow..hope what derrick brings tomorrow can help...

kaka...

ricardo kaka, lionel messi, and cristiano ronaldo during FIFA world player 2007

kaka being the best

wow...the best player in the world is worth 150 million pounds...what manchester city is offering kaka is like pennies for what real madrid is offering ronaldo...go kaka!!!

so tired...

so much work lately not much time to touch the computer...its only been 2 weeks and boy do i feel tired...cant believe this is only the beginning...

happy birthday free loader...

me and my brother

yesterday was my brothers 15th birthday..he is parctically as old as the house were living in but it seems the house looks more nicer than him and way more useful..hahaha..