my 2 stupid cousins..megat and murya

this is my 2 stupid cousins who had no thing else better to do...hahaha...remember we're still family guys..

things i usually wont see...

things that i usually wont see in my every day life...

a seagull trying to figure out an ad...

my dad actually playing around with us on a wheel chair..

a rainbow...

the beautiful blue sea..

and finally the sunset..

animals...

seagulls

kangaroos

more seagulls

somewhere between a turkey and an ostrich

more seagulls!!!

this is practically some of the few animals i saw there..but there were still some more like horse and lots and lots of sheep,lamb,cow and seagulls..hahaha...

mri scan...

yesterday i got to do and MRI scan for the first time..it was actually pretty cool yet i fell asleep during the whole procedure..the appointment was 7 in the morning..so when i reached there,they put me into the scanner which was quite small and left me there for an hour..i was told that i couldnt move around when the procedure was taking place and to make matters worse it was freaking cold even thought i had 2 blankets on..after minutes during the procedure i just passed out due to the fact it was 7 plus in the morning....and that was it..hahaha...

god its cold....

finally after 4 days here,i finally found a place where i could get wifi..even though i got to pay damn...in margaret river,australia on a short holiday right now and its freaking cold here..im thinking so much about next year that i currently cant enjoy myself much on this trip...so confused..hope too see you all soon..i'll post the pictures of the views here as soon as i get back...

k.o...

currently when im confused with life the worst thing can that can happen is if i get my results back...and guess what i got it back...my dad looked at it and gave me a talk...he then warned me to be prepared and enjoy the little holiday time i have left before my mom comes home because he said its going to be a very,very long talk between me and her...and he laughed as he walked away...i am scared to death at the moment...i hope she will be in a good mood when she comes home from over the sea... T.T

fragile...

sting - fragile

If blood will flow when fresh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrows rain will wash the stains away
But something in our minds will always stay
Perhaps this final act was meant
To clinch a lifetimes argument
That nothing comes from violence and nothing ever could
For all those born beneath an angry star
Lest we forget how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are
How fragile we are how fragile we are

sorry...

sorry everyone....

holidays....

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

its boring and lonely at the same time...

finally...about time...

cesc fabregas (new captain of arsenal)

william gallas (not captain anymore)

finally wenger has drop william gallas from the team and strip of his captaincy and made cesc fabregas his new captain atleast fabregas is not temprimental like gallas right here..thanks to gallas bold actions the day before the game, arsenal lost to man. city 3-0....damn..

Starter for 10...

a funny movie you should all check out..

....why is it bothering me lately....

so much things bothering me lately...cant say much about it...i wonder why is it bothering me now rather than before...thinking about it along the holidays...just because of that stupid question,at least there's one thing that's back...i got back to winning ways in dota...hahaha...ain't much though...got to figure this out soon....

you make it real...

not feeling so well today...so i just posted something i was listening from james morrison,

Mmmm...
There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I'm not sure of my priorities
I've lost site of where I'm ment to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
Youuu are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for meee yeaaa
And iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And iiiii'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

had a very,very,very bad day....

god today sucks so bad...i cant concentrate in anything...so much thoughts...i can think straight this past few days...since that day...been losing so bad in dota...been distracted in my studies...got scolded a few times today...feel so crappy...life is so confusing and harsh at the moment...damn...the timing...couldnt have been better...

2.49 .a.m.

just the time currently...

cant sleep...

too much things in my mind,bothering me...

don't know what to do...

blaming myself...

for things i wish i wouldn't have done...

to you and everyone else,

feeling stupid,idiotic,even words can't describe...

confused about everything...

red vs blue...

this is a show for the people who like wasting time watching stupid things like me..

it makes no sense whatsoever...

u can cry...

u can laugh...

u can find out how stupid this guys act....

idiotic u might say but i say genius...

a sample of it : real life vs internet

the metal gear series

Metal Gear Solid 4

anyone who plays the metal gears solid series will understand the great story line,the weapons of mass destruction you are capable of using and especially the stupid game humour which they will talk bad about the game designer and also the game itself which they are playing in..ok..this game includes new things which i never thought would actually be there...like your i-pod...u can actually listen to japanese rock and some english bands during a crisis of life and death..just imagine you trying to save someone from certain death while listening to YMCA...well thats one thing im going to tell you,you just have to play the game to understand more...

wrath of the lich king..

Wrath of the Lich King

Arthias,The Lich King

its been awhile since i updated my blog..alot to think about lately and well maybe i was lazy too...im just going to randomly blog something...ok..if your a world of warcraft(wow) fan like me,u guys might have been waiting for the wrath of the lich king game coming out around now..i cant wait to play it but worried it might get it in the way of my studies..ahahahah SPM next year...

how evil are you? the questions are so funny..hahaha

i took this thing for the fun of it. i found out even enjoying playing violent video games is counted as an evil deed..hahaha (you have to highlight to see how evil i am)

You Are 20% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

f1 in singapore..

massa drivering through one of the sectors ( tried to find hamilton but couldnt find any pics ... damn it)

the race is finally here and has gotten in a great start..people all over the whole is going to watch the most unique track in history. not only does it have the making to be better than monaco one of the most greatest tracks in history which is being in the city but also a unique twist to it by being a night race. im going to cheer for lewis hamilton because he deserves to be the world champion after the crap that he had to put up with this year and last year.