k.o...

currently when im confused with life the worst thing can that can happen is if i get my results back...and guess what i got it back...my dad looked at it and gave me a talk...he then warned me to be prepared and enjoy the little holiday time i have left before my mom comes home because he said its going to be a very,very long talk between me and her...and he laughed as he walked away...i am scared to death at the moment...i hope she will be in a good mood when she comes home from over the sea... T.T

fragile...

sting - fragile

If blood will flow when fresh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrows rain will wash the stains away
But something in our minds will always stay
Perhaps this final act was meant
To clinch a lifetimes argument
That nothing comes from violence and nothing ever could
For all those born beneath an angry star
Lest we forget how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are
How fragile we are how fragile we are

sorry...

sorry everyone....

holidays....

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

Zzz...

its boring and lonely at the same time...

finally...about time...

cesc fabregas (new captain of arsenal)

william gallas (not captain anymore)

finally wenger has drop william gallas from the team and strip of his captaincy and made cesc fabregas his new captain atleast fabregas is not temprimental like gallas right here..thanks to gallas bold actions the day before the game, arsenal lost to man. city 3-0....damn..

Starter for 10...

a funny movie you should all check out..

....why is it bothering me lately....

so much things bothering me lately...cant say much about it...i wonder why is it bothering me now rather than before...thinking about it along the holidays...just because of that stupid question,at least there's one thing that's back...i got back to winning ways in dota...hahaha...ain't much though...got to figure this out soon....

you make it real...

not feeling so well today...so i just posted something i was listening from james morrison,

Mmmm...
There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I'm not sure of my priorities
I've lost site of where I'm ment to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
Youuu are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for meee yeaaa
And iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And iiiii'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

had a very,very,very bad day....

god today sucks so bad...i cant concentrate in anything...so much thoughts...i can think straight this past few days...since that day...been losing so bad in dota...been distracted in my studies...got scolded a few times today...feel so crappy...life is so confusing and harsh at the moment...damn...the timing...couldnt have been better...

2.49 .a.m.

just the time currently...

cant sleep...

too much things in my mind,bothering me...

don't know what to do...

blaming myself...

for things i wish i wouldn't have done...

to you and everyone else,

feeling stupid,idiotic,even words can't describe...

confused about everything...

red vs blue...

this is a show for the people who like wasting time watching stupid things like me..

it makes no sense whatsoever...

u can cry...

u can laugh...

u can find out how stupid this guys act....

idiotic u might say but i say genius...

a sample of it : real life vs internet

the metal gear series

Metal Gear Solid 4

anyone who plays the metal gears solid series will understand the great story line,the weapons of mass destruction you are capable of using and especially the stupid game humour which they will talk bad about the game designer and also the game itself which they are playing in..ok..this game includes new things which i never thought would actually be there...like your i-pod...u can actually listen to japanese rock and some english bands during a crisis of life and death..just imagine you trying to save someone from certain death while listening to YMCA...well thats one thing im going to tell you,you just have to play the game to understand more...

wrath of the lich king..

Wrath of the Lich King

Arthias,The Lich King

its been awhile since i updated my blog..alot to think about lately and well maybe i was lazy too...im just going to randomly blog something...ok..if your a world of warcraft(wow) fan like me,u guys might have been waiting for the wrath of the lich king game coming out around now..i cant wait to play it but worried it might get it in the way of my studies..ahahahah SPM next year...